ho-hum

I haven't touched base with this in a while because I honestly haven't had any recent experiences that are significant enough to write about. I have been thinking about my journey and wish I had something to blog about, but the truth is I just feel so out of touch spiritually, very ho-hum.

I am incredibly busy with school, work, taking care of two high energy dogs, spending time with friends, being with my husband... and I am incredibly happy and content. This makes me less inclined to stop and listen for those precious little moments when God whispers in my ear... it is during these busy joyful moments that God and spirituality are far from my mind. I will try to stop and be in the stillness when things start rolling as fast as they are right now. I need to dedicate a few moments each day to stop and listen. Maybe I will try meditating.

There were a few little moments at the beginning of the year when I felt a few tugs on my heart. I wrote them in my journal in a few haphazard sentences and will rewrite them here...

1/8/2010:

Las Vegas NV

Negative spiritual energy, dark undertone, a surging evil presence, seductive, deceptive....all wrapped in a pretty package to lure the unsuspecting into this demonic world.

1/9/2010:

San Diego CA

A warm spring breeze, scented with tropical flowers and freshly cut grass. The multitude of birds are singing and this garden tugs at my entire being. Nature, we were meant to dwell in it. A very positive energy exists here, it calms my soul. It is in these moments that I stop and breathe it in and can feel the spirituality in nature.

Joanne, a Christian girl who likes to have fun and doesn't judge. She is passionate, sweet and innocent and yet not naive. There is something about her very presence that makes me want to be more like her, I would like to learn more from her... if there were more Christians like Joanne I would be more inclined to be around them. I think I can feel Jesus radiating out of her being. There is definitely something there.